rusty notebook } afraid?

I drew this last night. I am overwhelmed. I have so many things coming up in March, I honestly don’t know how it happened. I’m getting worse and worse at visualizing my days beyond ‘tomorrow’. Even that feels abstract to me. I can only visualize ‘now’. Am I rapidly losing my braincells? Maybe, I don’t know. Anyway, I drew this last night. As you can see I had a little fun with white-out. I found the white quite effective so went over a couple of my previous drawings in this notebook. And I also ripped the cover off. It was hideous and made no aesthetic sense.

bye bye hideous cover. i have since cleaned up the existing soft cover. the book is more proportioned now

i’m not sure i did the right thing with this one though. ah well. everything mistake’s a lesson learned
March and this year’s previous two months have been INTENSE here as well.
It is although the previous years’ quiet was preparation for this magnificent insanity.
Jesus, how many events, chance meetings, birthdays, friendship can be crammed in 2.5 months!!?? How much fire?
It must be a cosmic thing. I thing this is our glorious year, blogsister.
So much has happened in the past few years, Miti. It hasn’t been quiet here for a long time and I ache for peace and a person I can call home x
❤